Thursday, September 11, 2008

cold and waiting

I am sitting outside at San Francisco State University waiting for my 1:30 doctors appointment. Waiting to have confirmed what I already know. Waiting is only made worse by the chill outside. I want to scream and cry. Pull at my flesh and hug the pain away from the hole that is emptying within me. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have loved ones around me. People that I know are here for me at times like this. Thank you, I love you.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Stupid but still funny

This dude is also in Flight of the Conchords... the brainless best friend with a slightly confused vocabulary and an atrocious understanding of all things simple.
Arj and Poopy: Experimentation

Friday, May 23, 2008

002

Getting what you want
comes easy, when you're easy
Keeping it and holding tight
presents the true challenge

A cyclical dance
proceeds
I strut
seemingly ambivalent
You notice and advance

You challenge me
I beat you
in a game of pool
and you take it in stride
Paying me compliments
and for my drinks

You touch my arm
tracing your fingers along
the seagoat caught in waves
I let you grab my calf
and your hand slides under
my skirt

I know I want to
Take you home
But tomorrow will be
the same dance
with a different person

Getting what you want
is not so easy